xinni

2009-01-29T08:04:00.000-08:00

3rd day on cny
i went out with my dearest dear
we meet around 1230
haha
surprisely my dear wasnt late!
gdgd...i so happy~ long time nv go out with him liao
haha
actuaaly we planned to go to amk hut for movie
but e carpark was so long!
so dear decided to go other place to watch
we ended up gg to PS to watch!
we watched a stupid show!
omg... so lame!
after movie, dear n me went to my favorite tom yam steamboat
at roxy square! hooray~ yum yum
so so full!
i cn feel that dear was bothering bout someting but he wouldnt tel me..
at times i really wish to share everthin but he nt telling mi
i guess he juz don wan mi to worry bout him!
but...
this wil make me worry even more!!!
haiz.. but i do love u!
so i wil try nt to throw my temper!
am trying so hard!
after e dinner we went to his house to slag b4 i go hm!
am so looking forward for valentine's day
my bday, our anniversary, his bdae!!
i love u so much! really enjoy being with u!

2009-01-29T07:35:00.000-08:00

overlook for 1st day n 2nd days of cny!
1st day
i woke up at around 8 plus ba..
feeling so fresh!
washed myself up n worn e new clothing
waiting for my uncles and aunts to come my house!
after they came to my house to bai lian
den we went to my granny house!
haha
same block with mi but 4 floor!
haha...my uncle 11 floor my aunt opposite my block!
haha
so good no need to travel so far!
at there, i lost 10 dollar plus from blackjack!
haha
at around 12 plus
dear and his parents came n fetched mi to go bai lian with em
we went around his relatives house...
haha
this is my 1st time!
feeling so shy!!
haha
den during nite time i went to my 3 gu house to bai lian
everyone were there!
long time no see cousins n uncles, aunts!
misses em so much!!!
had fun at there!
2nd day
i went to my 2nd shushu house in e morning den meet my dear
around afternoon time
we went to long john for our lunch
den actuaaly planned to go moive but in e end, nv!
den went to his house!
around evening time
his mummy suggested to go his cousin house since we gt no wher to go
dear's cousin house was so big!
haha
feeling so shy again!omg
he played mahjong n left my alone!
haha.. had some disagreement but yet everytime was fine again!
den after his mahjong game,
we went to sembawang park for a walk n headed hm
as we were so tired!!
on e way hm, he lie to his father that he went out with another gal
by e name of ''JESSILYN"
den his father was so so mad with him
and passed e phone to his mummy!
haha
thay were so agitated...
i cn see they really care for me...
haha..happy happy~~~
although these two days was tiring but yet i love it!!

2009-01-29T07:26:00.001-08:00

cny's eve!!
haha...
i work in e morning from 11am to 3 pm...
nothin much had happened~
onli earn lik $20...
during work, i received call from mummy saying
dinner was brought forward to 5 pm...
so happy la! in that case i am able to join
dear and the family for dinner!
haha
at 3 pm, i rushed home to do some housework in order to go my dear
house during nite time
after doing housework,
i went to my granny house with my mummy
to had dinner with all my aunts, uncles and cousins...
so long nv eat with em liao..
feeling quite ok!
i didnt eat much cause am saving my stomach to go
to my dear's house for dinner again!
haha
i guess i wil be gaining after a few days!
omg....
after dinner, i helped up with my dear's mummy
to do some house work as i gt nothin to do
my dear was slping like a pig!
i guess he was too tired!
haha
the night was spent peacefully!
Let's us welcome chinese new year!
may our wishes come true!

2009-01-21T05:28:00.000-08:00

today lesson started at 9 am!
me met sophia at mrt station..
we r late by 1 min! omg!
haha... lesson as per normal today!
but most of the time we were prepare our presentation for tml!
haha...
at 530...we went to h406 to practice our HA
thank sophia for coming back to school to help me...
haha...
i felt so scare , i lik stil so lousy at everythin!
haiz.. do u tink i could make it on friday?
i hope so! haiz..
i gotta go to prepare for tml presentation and fri's HA! haiz.. see ya=)

2009-01-20T05:51:00.000-08:00

haiz...
today went to schol so early to practice my HA...
i meet sophia at mrt station to go schol together.
we reach school around 930am.
i practice abdomen on sophia
den after that time out! we packed up the room
and prepared for our lect..
in lect, sophia helped me to recall my HA
haha
den after that we went for our lunch, den loiter around the school! haha
today wasnt much to describe!
ya! i pulled my muscle while trying to act smart to
try on the standing board jump! hhaa
now so painful! cant even stretch my leg fully! haha
ok la.. gotta stop to study for my HA!!
tata~

2009-01-19T09:18:00.000-08:00

haha... now is alr 0120am
juz finish my video for abdominal! haiz
so worry bout my friday exam!
i cant fail! i had to pass pass pass! haiz...
so tiring.. guess going to bed now le...
tml sheril book room for us to practice!
thank sophia for comin to schol early tml!
for e seek that i had to practice! thank u!

2009-01-19T05:05:00.000-08:00

i spent my weekend with joy!
sat after work.. i meet my dear at vivo city!
haha..
e moment i saw him was so happy!!
wanted to hold n hugged him tightly! but..
at vivo so many ppl.. haha shy la!
we went to thai express for our dinner!
so yummy.... yum yum
i spent my night with him at his house!
he tried all the clothing i had bought for him..
but sadly to say, the ber were too small for him...
sorry dear... as for the tops.. so handsome la.. he worn.
sun, we woke up around 11 plus...
we watched tv for awhile den he sent mi home to wash up and get changed...
we went to 925 to eat laksa den we met my gugu..
haha
he so shy la! e face looked like tomato! omg...
den we went to bugis to get his ber to change!
haha
den we went to roxy square to eat my favourite!
haha
we met his fren at there and eat together!
yummy yummy!!
we strolled for a while at parkway parade! haha
but bought nth.... but i so delighted..haha
i enjoy my weekend so much til i don wished to end ! arrgh..
but had too end... dear i love u!
longed to see u again.. i guess i had to wait for another week to
see u again! haiz.. but had to bear with it..
don work too hard ok?
love u !

2009-01-16T09:48:00.000-08:00

yesterday was a scary day!
feeling so scare..
i oso donno why!
i help my mates to burn e HA video out
in this way they could view at hm n able to practise..
cause jun n jas to wait for me..
sorry man!
haiz...
we went bugis around 7 plus...
haha
bought plenty of tings...
2 bers, a long sleeve shirt for my dear
as for mi?
haha
don wan mention er! too much...
srry la jun don meant to force u to change...
but i juz wanna give u suggestion....
feeling hurt when u say u hate to go out with me...
after that we went to one of e nearby hotel's toilet! haha
den we spent of our time inside to take photos...
haha.. so fun la! den after that rush for our train back to yishun! haha...
enjoy my shopping spree!
but as usual missing my dear! when can i meet him?
i really donno.. haiz hope to meet u soon...love u dear..

2009-01-16T09:37:00.002-08:00

omg! haha
today morning is e learning! but i didnt know bout it..
so as usual! rush to school like crazy gal!! haha
no lesson.. i reach class on time nt late whereas gt lesson always so late!
i gave false alarm to sophia as well! she oso rush to school! so stupid of mi! haha
nvm! can practice for her HA!! haha
today almost half of e class had their HA exam!
i practice with em...
feeling worry for em! donno why.. haha
i become sophia's model! haha naked in front of her and one of e lect..
so shy.. omg... even bra oso take out.. but bobian!
haha... if i don cooperate sophia wont able to assess me..
which wil cause her to fail.. which i don wish it to happen..
so guai guai changed into the expected outfit..
haha... i tink i felt more more nervous den e one tt take exam...
i tok i should be e one tt cal her nt to be nervous...
instead in e room... Sophia asked mi to relax!! haha
funny...
almost everyone passed in e class...
but my atika didnt make it...
i felt so so sad.. cause i tink she cn make it! juz tt..
she really need mpre confident in herself!
anyway once again congrats to those who passed!
den after tt i met jas to go for further shopping!
i bought a short, belt n a beverly hill polo for my dear!
haha
love him so much... as usual.. miss my dear every min every sec..
but cant help it... he gotta to work!!
haiz... i love u dear....

2009-01-14T04:56:00.000-08:00

today i had my bio practical exam!
so scare...
study whole nite hardly slp!
but i hope i cn pass!
after tt bio paper i felt so so relieve!
hahaa
den went to south canteen to have our lunch!
so hungry!
haha
by right today i wasnt e one to assess for wound dressing
but ms paueline insisted!
so scare!
wat if i fail den tt's it lei!!
thank to all my classmates... they not onli help me and oso they encourage me a lot!
i love em! haha~
yeah~~~
i passed my wound dressing!!!!
so happy! so happy!!
den after tt lorrane kept saying she hungry so we went to mac to buy her double cheeseburger!
haha~
thank hor! for keep saying it's nice though u nOe i don take beef!
haha
den encourage atika to eat pork!!
haha~ today so funny day la! i love today!
all e best to those who is takin their HA on friday!
today as usual...
i miss u my dear~
i neve forget u.... i always wanted to share my every single moment of mine to u!
i stil love u that much! juz tt we don meet each other tt often!
but u wil always appear in my heart!! love u....

2009-01-13T05:04:00.000-08:00

today is ulter sad day.
i dropped my phone into the toilet bowl.
i think it's karma!!
laugh at ppl too much...
haiz
i think my dear was so so angry with me..
cause this phone is he bought for me....
less den a year!
i am really so sorry dear!
i really don mean it!
my mind now is so sad couldnt concentrate at all...
how tml is my bio practical....
haiz... trying to study!
once again i'm so sorry dear! i really don mean it!

2009-01-12T05:24:00.001-08:00

ya... rem i take 'family' photo?
with my dear family...
haha... forgot to show! haha
isnt it lovely??
today was a sad day...
i maybe debared from my HA
due to i had 20% nv go...
they stil considering....
haiz...
today my presentation went smoothly....
i feel abit boring la!
haha
having terrible headache now!
omg...
cant tink much...
my aim is to study my bio l8r!
muz rem ear n spinal !!
jia you!!!

2009-01-11T09:08:00.000-08:00

yesterday i finally met my dear
hahaha
missing him is such a torture to mi!!!
haiz...
we went to amk hut to stroll bout..
actuaaly wanted to buy couple shirt
but e design doesnt interest us.. so didnt buy!
haiz.
i tink i wasnt a gd gf lei...
yesterday my dear wasnt in a gd mood due to certain
i didnt shoulder his burden and sadness
all i could is only listen to him n say "forget it lo, wat to do..."
haiz... lik unable to make him feel better! but only bring more pain to him!
haiz...such a failure gf i am!
today was a tiring day!
as usual, am late for work!
afternoon work with ah tan nite work with ivy...
total sales=> 4 news n 5 recont.
today whole day entertained nonsense ppl...
haiz.. what to do! i need money!! $$$
that is my life!! work work work!!
study study study!! exam exam exam!! projects projects projects!!
i shall stop blogging le....
gotta go bk to my presentation slides.. otherwise cant slp tonight le....

nth to describe my day!

2009-01-09T04:41:00.000-08:00

haiz...
today was a boring day...
by right meeting my dudes
but in e end cancel...
nowadays i am so emo..
doesnt wan to meet my friends even they ask me out.
i gt no idea why is this happening....
i juz wanna meet my dear but no one else....
i miss him so much...
but he had to werk...
no choice....
he said valentine's day and my birthday coming..
so mani events...
so he wanted to earn more money....
today is a boring day...
i spent my time accompany my mom to market to buy cny stuffs
other den tt is studying...
why is my life so meaningless?

new year's eve

2009-01-01T07:17:00.003-08:00

today i woke up at 715 to wake my dear up
but he said too tired so let him slp for a little while
after he woke up and prepare our stuffs..
he sent me home and went to werk...
whereas for me ...
i return to slp again and i woke at 1 to prepare for work..
i worked with ivy at woodlands
today we gt 1 new and 4 recontracts
so happy...
my dear came to fetch me from work and we went to changi for supper
i asked him y out of blue moon wanted come fetch me..
den he said cause christmas eve neve spent with me
so he wanted to spent e new yr eve with me..
so sweet of him...
thought we juz went to eat and after that we went hm...
but i felt so delighted and mian zu...
after u reach hm...
i had to rush my assginment....
gotta go.....

new year's eve

2009-01-01T07:17:00.001-08:00

on the 30 dec 2008

2009-01-01T06:53:00.000-08:00

too busy with my assignment and work so didnt update.
on this day, i got my skill examination.
sadly, i fail e examination!
so sad... i guess i think too highly in myself,
that's y when i found out i fail...
i was totally sad... n i cry badly...
haiz... nevemind.. i will practice hard for my retest..
on this day...
i attended my dear cousin's wedding
although it's very hectic but i do enjoy it!~
i worn my new tube dress.. put on my makeup...
but my eyes so ugly la!! cause i cry n look so swelling...
dear's daddy fetched me at my void deck!
i can see something is bothering my dear
but he don wan to tel me
when i ask him
he only say "nothing la, maybe too tired"n put on a smile..
i guess he juz don wan me to worry about him ba...
at the dinner...
i sat beside my dear sis-in-law and my dear..
ok la... the food not bad la...
haha
halfway... something terrible happen...
a pot of warm tea fall onto little Ashley!!
so careless of the stupid waitress!!
but thanks god nth happen to that cute little boy.. or else!!!
after the dinner we took the "family" photo
i guess i shouldnt be in e photo as i nt really their members yet..
haha i felt little ps!! haha
the only regret was i didnt take picture with my dear..
after the dinner, i went to my dear house to stay over...
we had some small quarrel again!! omg
but he gave in to mi again
i really nt a gd gf
i alway promise him that i wil change my stupid temper
but i didnt....
haiz... so sorry my dear...
i really love him but yet..
donno y at times i wouldnt wan to show it out... haiz what happen to me
haiz.. the night ended with silent...

busy day!

2008-12-29T07:08:00.001-08:00

*holiday mood*
haiz...
school reopened today!!
lesson started at 9 am...
haiz...
today my classmates gt their clinical skill exam, 4 fails n 2 passes!!
congrats! n those who fail jia you!!! u cn do it next one!!
additionally!! congrats june!! u passed!
good luck for those taking tml!! include mi!! rrgh!! so scare....
some disappointment...some stressful feeling!!
disappointed as in my dear today cant meet me....
out of sudden he had to end werk late again!!
stressful feeling as in..
have to finish my assignment by today cause next few day will be so busy!!
*yawn*
so tired yet cant slp!! i haben study my skill lab exam tml!!
omg! so mani ting to do! i better stop blogger & continue writing my assignment!!
ah............
update soon!!! =(

a day passes...

2008-12-27T09:30:00.000-08:00

today cn say is a boring day!!
staying at hm to do my stupid assignment!!
wat's more?
haiz...
i misses him... but he gotta to work today! suppose to be off day!! haiz~
wat to do!!!
can i live without any assignment, projects and exams???!!!
haiz...
to think back.. though next week is like happy new year!
but to mi, it's nothin!! we had so many things to be done!!
next day gotta pass up my assignment!! den exams coming!!
next tuesday is my clinical lab skill.. so scare!!!
i went dinner with my sisters(june n jas).
we went to kfc!! as usual, jas late again!!
haha~ after that june went hm 1st...
jas accompany mi to pay my bill...
den we chat 4 a while n we headed hm!
went hm... to do my assignment again!!
talk to dear 4 a while den he felt tired den when to bed!
he limited me to slp by 230am!!
hahaha
ok la... gotta stop here! gg to do my assignment le!!

a day with my dear!

2008-12-26T09:27:00.000-08:00

wake up at 6.45am!
to wake my little darling up for his werk.
den i went back to slp...
i wake at 7am to wake him again..
but he so sleepy head say ok den went back to slp again!
haha
den i total awake at 7.20am to do wash up!
after washing, he told mi that he nt feeling gd... so nt gg to werk..
haha~
after that i went hm taking cab! haha...
at around 3pm, dear calls me and he fetched mi to go his house...
i misses him even i juz saw him...
at his house, his mummy cooked yummy dinner 4 us! nice~
at his house we DISAGREEMENT again!
srry!! my stupid terrible temper cause it again!
but he tolerants my nonsense every now and then!
thank god for giving mi this bf!
i'm gg to treasure it!
dear gives mi sometime!
i promise to change! love u
before he sent mi hm! we went to bought my favourite Rojak!
after buying , he remembered i cant eat due to my leg! den he lectured mi
but he oso don bear see mi so unhappy den he allowed mi to eat little of it!
Yeah~~
thank u dear!
i love u
after that we headed hm....
hm sweet hm!!

christmas day '08

2008-12-26T08:26:00.000-08:00

A year passed!
it's Christmas again!!
that day i wake at 11am to go to market to do shopping for l8r BBQ.
Around 12pm i reach hm...
but cant rest....
i started to prepare e cook food(curry & fried rice) with my dearest mummy!
Around 3pm,
Rosental, June, Yen came to my void deck as we planned to do our finally shopping!
Thank dudes.. i guess without u guys, i wil heavy til death le!
haha
Total cost of Bbq is $89.75
Cheap for 11 person lei! haha economic!!
we went down at 4 plus n not long ming came.
i ask ming to do e charcoal as he is pro at that!!
haha( actually is i lazy la!)
den at around 5 plus my dear came!
he brought along with his fren!
at 1st wasnt that happy as i felt abit ps but after my cliques said ok, i felt better!
during e BBQ,I had some disagreement with my dear..
wasnt feeling that gd. actually was my temper la that cause it! haiz!! stupid temper of mine...
my gd dear didnt even blame mi! he stil bear with it! srry my dear~
we took few photos... memories... misses

haha.. good luck mi!! i won almost $30 from blackjack & my lucky dear won $5!!yeah~
after that we went to safra!!
at 1st planned to go pool!
but mi n my bf suggest of party world as my dear cn feel that i wan to go... hee~
e guyz seem to drink a lot~ omg...
i gt some disagreement with my dear agin!
i throw temper as i don wan him to drink
too much n smoke too much! haha
stupid mi~
he told mi it's special season,
i should have allow him to prevent any quarrel!
my poor dear had to give in to mi again~
once again srry.
and i really love u!! muackzx
after singing,
mi n dear send my best sister home
in the lorry, june told mi that when gg to safra time in melvin's lorry
they so scare as melvin drive so fast...
den she said yen said let us treasure our time nw as
it might be last few mins liao!! haha wow liao. said until like really wan to die liao.. so funny la!
den head to 848 to meet e rest to chill..
the melvin seem so drank! but thank god he could drive hm...
Me and my dear send jas hm...
but we accompany melvin til he reach highway 1st!
after sending jas hm..
i went to my dear house to stay over as he too tired liao~
the christmas ended smooth n peaceful!
i enjoy the days with my cliques n oso my dear!!
i love u dear!!!
i love u dudes!!

merry christmas to everyone

2008-12-24T10:32:00.001-08:00

Arrgh!!
My legs r so ugly!!! The itch is driving me crazy!!
Visit doctor.. so ex la! $ 35
haiz
i wake up as early as 9am to go market to buy stuffs for tml BBq!
so excited!! so tired yet am so willing to do!!
after that i went to werk cause zac didnt turn up!
haha
gdgd cn earn more money!
after meet ros to buy some stuffs for e Bbq again!!
haha
she sounded so sad yet i cant help~
so srry!!
so longed for another few hours 4 our gathering!!
Merry christmas to all!! stay happy always!!!

should it a bad day?

2008-12-23T07:25:00.000-08:00

haiz...
my leg was so swelling and ugly!
don't know bitten by what!
haiz..
today work at woodlands
at 1st was not that busy
but near to closing.
it's like so busy!! today 2 new lines & 7 upgrade.. erm nt bad
i hope that i could go tour at town wanna to feel e season
but...
nvm! Thursday is coming!=)
longed 4 for our gathering!!

everyone has their 1st time...

2008-12-22T07:51:00.000-08:00

hello..
Let me start off my 1st posting by describing e day.
em....
How much i wish that yesterday doesn't end...
How much i wish that i could hold him every minute every second...
But unfortunately all good stuffs have to come to a full stop.
i enjoy the 3 days with my dearest though it's dull.
Today is a boring day!!
I went to buy my Christmas presents for my dudes and my dear.
Haha... i went alone...
Hope they will like it!
I stayed at hm for almost e whole day...
There's nothing much i cn do... all i cn is watch TV or online.
My dear was busy with his work..
Finally e day i gotta to end!
Am now waiting for him to reach hm safety! Hoping him to reach hm early.